Sunday, January 3, 2016

.Thanks

"Noted. Thanks for letting me know?" = "Eh.. I don't fucking care, why are you telling me this btw..?"

Yeah dude, I fucking told all of my whatsapp contacts who are also on fb, and you should be thankful I'm taking the time to.. okay whatever djdidjdjxusns fuck you. Last time I consider you for these things.

.No.Help

Cover my eyes
Cover my mouth
Tie my hands 
Tie my feet
Let the world spin
Let me ignore it all
While it kills me

Awkward.

That awkward moment when you just want that one person to look at you and appreciate what you are.. and you realize that is never going to happen. 

Reality.

If only reality could be changed.. if.. if..

Thursday, December 31, 2015

Remember You

Marceline,
is it just you and me in the wreckage of the world? That must be so confusing for a little girl. And I know you're going to need me here with you. But I'm losing myself, and I'm afraid you're gonna lose me too. This magic keeps me alive, but it's making me crazy, and I need to save you, but who's going to save me? Please forgive me for whatever I do when I don't remember you. I can feel myself slipping away. I can't remember what it made me say. But I remember that I saw you frown. I swear it wasn't me, it was the crown.

.Old

Come on
Spell
All of your
One thousand names

.DreamtOfFear

I had another dream.
You were there.
It was a huge salon, as huge as a mall.
I knew you were there.
Having your Christmas meals,
with other people.
I sneaked to the 1F through the back stairs.
I was searching for you from the heights, from the upper corridor.
I guess I saw you.
So small, so distant.
There was blue everywhere.
Blue and silver and sparkles.
And a giant Christmas tree.
And you called me I guess.
And maybe I answered yet I kept hiding between strangers.
I was a coward.
I let you go.
I lost you.